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Alright, moving on.
Back to the magic of the above stated equation.
Starbucks' air conditioning + black coffee + quiet moments with God = magic
It is in these moments when I am brought back to earth. When my ungodly unattainable expectations for myself are brought back into reality. When I begin to see how far off I have been. When I return my focus to I AM.
But Moses said to God, “Suppose I go to Bnei-Yisrael and
say to them, ‘The God of your fathers has sent me to you,’ and they ask me,
‘What is His Name?’ What should I say to them?”
God answered Moses, “I AM WHO I AM.” Then He said, “You are to say toBnei-Yisrael,
‘I AM’ has sent me to you.”
God also said to Moses: “You are to say to Bnei-Yisrael, Adonai,
the God of your fathers, the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob, has sent me to
you. This is My Name forever, and the Name by which I should be remembered from
generation to generation.
Exodus 3:13-15
Jesus even declared he is, "I AM."
I AM WHO I AM.
Seems so simple. And complex. Simultaneously. That's the trinity for you! Everything and all things and intricate and beautifully simplistic all jumbled up together at one time with perfect organization. And sprinkles on top.
As I graciously bask in my magical moment with God at Starbucks in the air conditioning, sipping my coffee, I am absolutely bewildered that I would even consider taking my gaze off something so magnificent, so amazing, so...(ahhhhhh there are no words to describe him)! But I totes do. All the time.
Insert positive self talk: Give yourself grace, Kelsey. You won't get it right all the time.
End positive self talk.
I'm practicing positive self-talk, so better utilize every opportunity, right?!
The reality is, there is an enemy who wants to distract us from being so crazy in love with Jesus that we worship whatever else. Satan wants to have God's spot (Isaiah 14:13-14). I see those distractions in my life. It comes mostly in perfectionism and people-pleasing.
Having been an avid athlete and finding my happy place in CrossFit nearly three years ago, I have definitely prioritized weight-lifting, diet, my physique, WODs, workout clothes, and more before God. As if "perfecting" my lifts or looking "perfect" will fulfill everything in my life. I love CrossFit. I love fitness. I really do. But, I have to assess if my actions show that I love God more or the gym more. Ouch. Sometimes I wonder when enough will be enough. If it's not residual issues from the eating disorder that used to control my every thought and action, it's the distortion of something good. I make fitness my idol.
But, then, I'll experience a magical moment with God (not always at Starbucks) and reality will come crashing down again. Realizing I have placed myself on the throne and lost focus of my Creator. Again.
But, even there, I could get discouraged that I have failed yet again. But, no, not this time satan. You lousy dude.
See how this can spiral out of control?
Where do lies and distractions get you down? How are you falling into the trap of idolizing anything other than the Creator God, Adonai himself?
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May I encourage you to be aware. Sit still. At Starbucks, or not. Drink coffee, or not. Be where you need to be to hear the silence. Seek God's voice. This will entail turning your phone off and logging out of Facebook. Schedule this magical time if you have to. It's more than worth it.
As I begin to end this blog post, I am inspired and motivated to reprioritize life. God. Family. Friends. Loving people. Doing good. Less obsessing about the worries of the world. Less counting macronutrients in pursuit of a perfect physique. More enjoying life. More of what God has intended. Freedom and peace.
Live fully, love wholly, rejoice daily,
Kels
xoxo
